This is a post long in the thinking and indeed, the writing. I’m sure some of you will be delighted, some disappointed, some I already know understanding and some thinking, “Oh, I didn’t know he was a member anyway”.
I was planning this as a two parter as it is so long, but if you are not interested in the history and just want to get to the dirt, skip forward by clicking here.
Joining the party
Once upon a time I was a not so young fellow who had little interest in Politics but liked his football. I’d just moved into a new area and was seeking advice about taking my son to see Livingston. I came across the blog of a certain Stephen Glenn, Livingston FC fan, blogger and political activist. Well, I skipped all the boring politics stuff and emailed Stephen about the football. Eventually, I worked out that we went on the same bus to work, and struck up a friendship. Stephen introduced me to the evil drug called politics.
By March of last year, I was really enjoying getting into and learning politics. I mentioned to Stephen that I was going to start a blog and the theme was deciding who I was going to vote for in the election. However, it was patently obvious I was going to vote for Stephen as my local candidate as my views were broadly similar to Stephen’s and I’d always preferred the Liberal Democrats to Labour or the Tories. I gave Stephen a lift to a local party meeting where Stephen was formally chosen as the candidate for Linlithgow and East Falkirk. At the meeting, Stephen wondered if I’d like to join the party and I readily agreed. I was interested, and wanted to learn more.
On the election night I went with Stephen to his count, another fascinating event (don’t scoff it was) and whilst the results were a lot poorer that the opinion polls had suggested for the LibDems, it was clear there was going to be a hung parliament and that the LibDems were going to hold the balance of power. I was 100% in agreement with the decision to form the Coalition government, despite the unease of a Conservative Prime Minister and the cuts agenda to come. However, I was disappointed that the voting reform agreement was only for AV and not PR.
Conferences and Tuition Fees
Fast forward to October and the Scottish Liberal Democrat conference. Stephen had left for his home land of Ireland and was to begin campaigning for the Yes to AV team, so I went instead with the wonderful Caron Lindsay. I blogged about the day here, but the highlight was the debate on tuition fees where I saw for the first time a proper political debate with good arguments from both sides. I voted and helped keep the Scottish Lib Dem parties policy that tuition fees remain free.
However, this was the high point. The Browne Report was a huge shock and instantly deflated all the good feelings I’d had from the conference. I can now only look back at that conference with disappointment.
That said, I still think the LibDems were right to go into coalition, and I don’t think the Lib Dems are on the wrong course, especially not the Scottish Lib Dems. I think without the coalition, a minority Conservative government would have limped along until about October and then won outright another General Election. The Lib Dems are bringing some good liberal policies and tempering the worst excesses of the Conservatives. I do worry about policies that are not in the Coalition agreement as the Tories appear to invent ad-hoc policies such as the dreadful Forest sell off and the modifications to Child Benefit and the NHS and expect the LibDem MPs to fall into line.
They are, of course, going to get a hammering in the up-coming Scottish elections because this. But this is none of these things are the reason I’m not renewing my membership.
The Reason for Not Renewing
I’m not renewing my membership because I don’t think it is right for me at this formative time of my awakening into politics to be aligned to any party. I’m enjoying learning about politics and want to comment more on it. I feel unfaithful to the Liberal Democrats if I happen to praise something Alex Salmond or Nicola Sturgeon or Patrick Harvie have done (note that it is unlikely to see me praising Labour or the Tories). If Tavish Scott comes up with something wrong, I want to feel that I can comment on it without feeling disloyal – not actually that there has been that I can think of.
The other point is that the local party is not really very active. Even when Steven was around, the activity was in Edinburgh. This is understandable given the resources, both in manpower and material, but it doesn’t exactly help me, and therefore it isn’t really a reason to stay in the party.
I was being a toddler last year, now I’m going to have my rebellious teenage years. Maybe by the next general election it’ll be time to settle down and maybe I’ll be rejoining the party.
Despite what James at Better Nation might hope, I will not be joining the Green party. I’m not leaving one party for “blogging and tweeting freedom” to join another one. I think I live somewhere between parties. I don’t think the Liberal Democrats are green enough, but there are still things I don’t agree with from the SGP (shouldn’t preempt anyone’s manifesto though)